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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

plans...plans...and more plans :D

today is wednesday. today was a short day. today was FOCUS WEEK ADVISORY!!!! :DDD woohoo!! i get to be with the Phozzies every Wednesday now! ^______^

I feel so bad for Kevin tho...he was the one that told almost everyone to go, but in the end he didn't get in. :((((

soo ...about the groups. Well, there can at least be 4 people per group, and the Phozzies consist of 6...and then there's Nick...that's only 7. :( If only Chris was here....then it would be perfect. :D 4 in each group ^^

BUT...since chris ISN'T here, we need new plans. So, half the Phozzies are in one group, the other half in the other. Then Nick is most likely a 100% chance gonna be in the group with Grace, so one grouping has been taken care of. But, there's still the space which was originally supposed to be Chris's...

So, let's go thru the list of choices, hmm?

let's see...hmm....

- Morgan (no)
- Jared (no)
- Georgia (no)
- Scott (no)
- Charlie (no)
- Colin (no)
- Alysa (heck, no)
- Kelly (nope)
- Marika (uhh...NO)
- Marcel (err...maybe? xD)
- Mihai (hmm...)
- Jake (err...xD)
- Al (.....)
- Jessica (probably not)
- that other sevvie...what's her name again? -_-;; well, definitely not her...(no, i don't have a grudge agasint them or anything. besides, they probably wouldn't want to go with us anyways xD)
- Eliot (haha, i almost forgot about him. well, no to him....)

- Dylan (of course it's gonna be him, who else would it be?!?!?!?!?!?)

so, the 8th person has now been decided. :D woohoo! ^____^
I'm sure y'all agree with me, hmm? ^^


woohoo! i am such a good planner!!! :D:D

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

replyness

well, since i can't comment on brandon's blog, i'm just gonna reply to him here.

original post esta aqui. =P

my reply to that:


haha, so you do care, =P

nice title btw.

i want to be a chicken? hmm...why not? I WAS born in the year of the chicken anyway. xD

so yeah.

and, if you wanna switch you'll have to be the narrator. you wanna do that? they already decided. and do you even know my chinese name? don't think so!

WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOT!! WOOT!! WOOT!!! LET'S CELEBRATE!!! WOOOOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! NHD is OVER!!!! YEEEEEEAH!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sooooooo happy!!!!! Mr. Elliott liked our project! A LOT!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!

Carmen and I almost SCREAMED once we got out of the classroom...I was so happy that i practically JUMPED on her when i hugged her. xDD

But that's besides the point.

WEEEEE!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOT! WOOHOOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE DOOOOOOONNNNNNNNEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^________^

Sunday, January 28, 2007

I have just realized that someone i think is nice is a total complete idiotic freakish hurtful CHICKEN-DRUMSTICKLE JERK!

thanks to carmen for the title xD

sisisi...that's so true >:( i can't believe brandon (fuzzyducky) would type so much mean stuff!!!!!!!!! he looks like a nice person, and i always thought he was a nice person...until now. >:O

his blog esta aqui: www.fuzzducky.blogspot.com

meanie butt >:(

.........

GUESS WHAT BRANDON GOES TO MY CHINESE SCHOOL O_O O_O O_O O_O

now that's scary. but thanks to my chinese school we have a way to laugh at him. :D
i just found out yesterday that he's a chicken in the chinese new years school play. it's on 2/10 (february 10th). =PP if you wanna come that day it's at rose hill jr. high. you guys should all come and make him suffer. >:) he deserves it...

i'm the narrator btw. :D i say the last paragraph of the whole play, and then i walk out holding this chinese paperish thing. =P

so yeah. you guys should come. =P i'll tell you when the time is later.

Fuzzy ducky = another form of chicken = brandon

makes sense xD

Friday, January 26, 2007

Lazyness + finishness

WOOHOO!!!! Finals are OVER!!!!!!!!!!! Except for IS...Carmen's coming over on sunday from 11 to 5 to finish it. :) WE WILL DO IT!! WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!

Well, that's for finishness...

and then lazyness...gahhhhh...I'm too lazy to change everything back the way it's supposed to be -_- but since carmen likes the layout, i'll just keep it :D

and just so you know, i'm not emo anymore, so don't get confused por favor =P

woohoo!!!

and i can't wait for FOCUS ADVISORY THIS COMING WEDNESDAY!!!!! YAAAAAAAY!!!!! PHOZZIES HIP HIP HOORAY~ :D:D:D

so yeeeah...i gotta go do chinese now (blech -_-) byebye :D

"If I do something completely irrational, you guys will be there to stop me."

I think I'm back to normal again....thanks to Carmen (woot! she's always there for me!!) and a quote from the anime I was watching...



"If I do something completely irrational, you guys will be there to stop me."

I'm so lucky to have the Phozzies as my friends. >_<

sadness...

I think I made Grace mad again....gee, I sure have a knack of doing that, eh?

*sighs* I half accidently half purposely told her that I couldn't trust her anymore...but I WANT to trust her....it's just too hard to. T_____T

I really don't want Grace to be mad at me...but she has good reason to be mad. :( The whole NHD thing wasn't entirely her fault, but it's not entirely my fault for me to be mad at her either....:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

I just want this whole thing to be over. I wish it never even happened...I hope the Phozzies won't break up because of this.....

*emo mode turned on*

*changes template to emo black...*

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Randomness

Hi everyone. i don't have anything to say....i'm just mad at the stupid finals >:(

who thinks they aced the Humanities final?

who thinks they bead it?

who thinks they seed it?

who thinks they flunked it? -_-
*iris raises hand*

yup....*sighs*

Earth Science...OMG!! AND NHD! O_O

nobody hates daeyoon, haha xD

i do...so same as carmen...i'm a nobody >:P

woohoo, i'm done now. gotta go practice spanish. tomorrow's gonna be the easiest finals day for me...i'm sooooooo glad that the periods with harder tests are all 2nd each day xD

1 - Art and Hum
2 - Math and Spanish (gah! i need to memorize it -_-)
3. IS and ES :)

yay!

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

wooo....Earth Science..CHECK!

Helloooooooooo everyone!!!!! Sorry I didn't have time to update my blog the past few days...I was busy with Earth Science and NHD. >:P But now that ES is out of the way, i have moooore freedom! wooooo!! ^^

Soooo....do I have anything i want to talk about? Hmmm.....i really have no idea.

...

agh!! i need a topic!!! @_@ grr...why am i so bad at starting a convo? T________T

oh yeah, you know the dance on friday? yes, the club dance...who's going? xD cause i need to know in order to consider going...O.o

so yeah. that's one thing.....

oh yeah, and we SHOULD have a party once finals is over!! A big celebration!!! or "par-tay" according to Grace. xDD We could invite all of the Phozzies and the 6 guys...like Grace said ^^ OMG i want the circle sofa that Grace talked about yesterday at carmen's house...O.O;;

hehe....

gah...i forgot what i was going to say T-T oh well...i'll just post the lyrics of my current fav song...Everytime We Touch by Cascada. :D You can listen to it here. ^________^

"Everytime We Touch"

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

Friday, January 19, 2007

I'm sorry...

Grace!! WAH!!! I'm so sorry!!! I never meant to make you feel bad...i was just...mad :(

so pleeeeease feel better, cause it 's fine. really! :) (lol, just don't do it again in the future, ok? xD jk)

so yeeeah...HAPPINESS!! WOOO!!!!!! *throws confetti everywhere*

woot! ^________^ *hugs graciela*

yay!!!!

TRIBUTE/SORRYNESS TO GRACIELA....


Thursday, January 18, 2007

AhHhHhHhHhHhHhHhHh~~!!!!! >:(((((((

Read this: http://fiddle-dee-doo.blogspot.com/2007/01/grr.html
actually, most of you probably already did, but still....

GRACIELA DID (ALMOST) THE SAME TO ME!!! She called BLUE and yelled "IRIS LOVES YOU!!" into his ear...except according to Grace he was being deaf at the moment and didn't hear, so that's good. :D I hope that's true...otherwise Grace..you're going down. +_+ +_+ MY DOGS WILL ATTACK YOU!! WAHJAJAJA!! >:D

no, jk. i love Graciela, i would never do that to her. :) but i still didn't like how you called blue...aghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! >:((((

oh well...but poor carmencita...the message was left for penguin's parents to hear too...O_o I'M WITH YOU CARMENCITA!! I WILL BATTLE IT OUT WITH YOU! xDD WAHAHA!!!

*draws a sword*

STAY BACK!! anyone who doesn't want their head to be borrowed by me STAY BACK!!! I HAVE A SWORD AND I'M NOT AFRAID TO USE IT!!!!!

note: to "borrow someone's head" means to kill/execute them...xD

AGGH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Cool/weird/odd/stupid/O_o blogs xD

Hola peoples...I'm using Carmencita's computer right now. I'm at her house ahora (duh).

So yeah. we're actually supposed to be working on NHD but we got...sidetracked xD

oh yeah, we started typing in random blog names on the search bar, and it was pretty fun. :) here are some we found:

http://treehouse.blogspot.com/ <-- this one has pretty...ermm...stuff. xD no..."wordings" O_o apparently she hasn't has time to post in 7 years....
http://angeldust.blogspot.com/ <-- "Traveling Penguin"
http://iloveyou.blogspot.com/ <-- errr, wait no...this was the one where the person hasn't posted in 7 years xD
http://bagel.blogspot.com/ <-- weird blog XD (i really doubt that bagel would actually say something like that...or maybe he could. carmen said that once she heard him and colin say something like "i like birds"...or something like that...O_o) scary
http://carmencita.blogspot.com/ <-- oh wow, i didnt' know carmen was going on weight loss! xD jk =P
http://superman.blogspot.com/ <-- blog of some weird dude who has a nerdy brother O_o
http://penguin.blogspot.com/ <-- look!! penguin knows some unknown language!!! weird...we couldn't figure out which language it was...not french, not german, not dutch, not portuguese, not russian, not that language the ppl from the Phillipines speak...forgot what that was called...just nothing we know basically. xD oh yeah, and not romanian either. =P actually, it wasnt' on the translator but yeah. we could ask mihai. errmmm...so yeah. =P
http://hate.blogspot.com/ <-- look, it's some hate list of this guy called...Andy. -_- weird
http://nick.blogspot.com/ <-- haha...this guy's at the dentist ahora XD


ok, yeah, i'm done. you can have your computer back now carmen xD

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I think I'm turning into an eejit...-__-

I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pissed at myself!! AGH!!! GRR!! EVILS!!!

I failed yet another test!!! It's not school related. It was the darn music theory exam T__________T I GOT A FRICKIN 40 SOMETHING OUT OF 100 ON IT ACCORDING TO MY DAD!! T_____________________T I haven't seen the actual page the says my score, so I'm HOPING that that's not true....(very unlikely -_-)

So umm...yeah....i feel really bad right now...but it's strange. I felt really bad when my mom first told me this, and i almost cried. But after 5 minutes I didn't feel bad anymore. huh. weird eh?? I suppose that's a good thing??

oh well. I WILL PASS IT THE NEXT TIME I TAKE IT!!! GRRR!!!!

AND I WILL PASS THE NEXT EARTH SCIENCE TEST/QUIZ!!! I CAN I CAN!!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Lost My Music

Hi everyone!! Here with another translation!! And no, olive, it is not As It Began...it's Lost My Music!!! WOOT! I love this song!!
Soooo....same story with God Knows for this song...first I didn't like it, then it grew on me, blah blah blah...

So yeah. You can listen to it here. Yay! ^_^

Translation:

Lost My Music
Performed by: Hirano Aya (i just LOVE her...she has such a good voice!)

From: Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu (The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi)
Episode 12 Insert Song


Look up at the starry sky and tell me about my own light
Where are you now? And who are you with?

If I think about enjoying things, I feel sad
I weep all by myself at the movie that we saw together

The person who I love is faraway
Too faraway and I feel like crying
When I wake up tomorrow
Look, hope just might be born, Good night!

I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I won’t stop, Hi!!

In the depths of my slumber, my dream gives my memories a ‘One day’
And there were some lies in your words

Even though you embraced me
Saying, “I won’t let go” and “I’m only yours”
The promise softly disappeared in the dark night

I’m forever searching for
The person who I love
I’m sure that even when I wake up
I’ll still want to feel the illusion, Morning

I lost I lost I lost you!
You’re making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
Can’t we meet anymore? No!

The person who I love is faraway
Too faraway and I feel like crying
When I wake up tomorrow
Look, hope just might be born, Good night!

I’m forever searching for
The person who I love
I’m sure that even when I wake up
I’ll still want to feel the illusion, Morning

I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I won’t stop
I still I still I love you!
I’m waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
We can meet again, right? Right!!

Monday, January 8, 2007

God Knows...

Haha...time for another translation!! This time it's God Knows by Hirano Aya from Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu (The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi). This is SUCH A GOOD SONG!!! The first time I heard it i absolutely HATED it cause it was so rock n' roll. But, after listening to it better, it grew on me, and now I love it!! I hope you guys will too. ^__________^

So....you can listen to this song here. It's also under the list of my favorite songs.

Translation (this is a song with one of the BEST lyrics ever!!):

God Knows...
Performed by: Hirano Aya
From: Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu (The Melancholy of Suzumiya Haruhi)
Episode 12 insert song

I run with a parched heart
Sorry, I couldn't do anything
You won't even let me
Share our pain together

To live on without tarnish
I turn my back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail

I'll follow you
No matter how agonizing it is; even within the darkness of the world
You will certainly shine
I'll overcome the limit of the future
My weakness will not shatter my spirit
my way overlaps with yours
For the two of us, God bless...

This affection that warms when it reaches me
Melts reality and wanders
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, I'll paint a beautiful dream
And chase after you
for your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future
I am prepared
Even if the future is dark
I'll become stronger and I might be able to change my destiny
Though I want my wish to come true
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here
Everyone else has disappeared
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream
We trace out the lines of our scars

That's why I'll follow you
No matter how agonizing it is; even within the darkness of the world
You will certainly shine
I'll overcome the limit of the future
My weakness will not shatter my spirit
my way overlaps with yours
For the two of us, God bless...

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Sadness...>_<

Ahhh...we got so much done today at Grace's house!! Right guys? xD

Ok, we only got the complete title done...but it was REALLY REALLY hard to get the pictures, words, and music right. Therefore, I believe that we used our time wisely :D

Sooooo...Grace and Carmen, if you're reading this, we need to find time to get together after school some days next week....

now, about the project...the beginning is SOOOOOOOOOOOOO sad!! The music we used for the title background was Sadame (Destiny) Piano Version from X TV. Hmmm..."destiny"...kinda fits the life of Madame Curie, eh? >_____<

So yeah...that's all for today. ^_^

*continues to search for background music*

EDIT: oh yeah, and I really want to thank Gendou's Anime Music for supplying me with the wonderful background music of my project...THANKS GENDOU!!!!

Saturday, January 6, 2007

Mizu no Akashi =)

You know, since I have nothing else to say...I'm just going to post the translation to another one of my favorite songs...MIZU NO AKASHI. It's so pretty! My 2nd fav song =)

oh yeah, i do have something to say...i'm going to grace's house tomorrow to work on the NHD project...FUN. -_-

so anyways...you can listen to it here. It's also under my list of favorite songs over 'there' on the left side.

Mizu no Akashi (The Token of Water)
Performed by: Rie Tanaka
From: Gundam Seed (again xD) - Episode 36 Insert Song (like you care =P)

The night is wavering in the water
The greening shore is so still and silent,
That it is painful

If only I could wait
For a beautiful dawn
With a pure heart...

Who told me that
There is a land without any conflicts
Beyond the dark seas and skies?
No one can reach that land,
Or perhaps it only exists in someone's heart

A melody that can quench the thirst
Of the land that calms the waters' flow
Even if it does not exist anywhere right now,
I will come to possess it
Always, someday, for sure

Let the token of water be in my hands
Even after engulfing all the flames,
It still continues to flow, gently and broadly
I will reach its tranquility
Always, someday, for sure
With your hand in mine...

SATURDAY~!

It is S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y!! I suppose I should be happy, but...THE STUPID NHD PROJECT HAD TO RUIN IT ALL!!!! TT____________TT

Ah, i gotta go to my brother's basketball game now...I'll be back later.

Friday, January 5, 2007

Shoot!

OMG..I like...LOVE THIS SONG TO DEATH!!! OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMG!!! It sounds like a violent song, but it really isn't. Shoot! by Seki Tomokazu from the anime Gundam Seed. =P (as usual, it's in Japanese =P)

You can listen to this pretty song here


Here is the english translation...it's soooooo pretty! I LOVE IT!!! <3333

Shoot!
Performed By: Seki Tomokazu
From: Gundam Seed (Yzak's Image Song)
Starlight, bursting in the distance,
Scattering down fragments of a dream,
Wounding the palm that reached for them

On the days we only fought,
there were probably some things we could have just talked over
But we only believe in the strength of our solitary fists
Even my hatred is turned into power
Back-to-back, deep emotion
Passing by me, growing even closer,
My eyes looking the resounding future in the face

Shoot for the future - to a place that still shines
Boosting speed to survive
Accelerating this much - this glow by my side
Suddenly, I wished I could have protected it

No matter what you call weakness, no matter what name you give strength
Plunging through the darkness
When we don't understand each other, tomorrow doesn't seem so bad

More than any kind of deceiving words, only the power to survive matters
Casting aside this tepid solace and seeing things in a different light

Even the warmth is left behind
so I can reach the flying speed I need to compete
Toward the sky that no one will see someday
Perhaps only the two of us will ever reach it

Shoot for the future - to a place that still shines
Striking and shattering, the dream of a shooting star
The glow of the days when we were in pain
Suddenly, I wished I could have protected it

Crossing through the darkness, to a place that still shines
Boosting speed to survive
Right before my eyes, an unspoken promise
strikes into my back

AHHHHHHHHH~~~~!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NHD!! NHD!!! NHD!! OOOOOOOOOOOMG!!! I can't believe it's frickin due in LESS THAN THREE WEEKS~! T__________T DARN YOU DARN YOU~~~~!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!!!!!!
*dies of stress* X_X <-- muerto-ness

Thursday, January 4, 2007

Hyper-ness~! O.O

Yay, a new day. =D

Well anyways...nothing special's going on...except that I'm glad the Earth Science quiz is finally over. =P

Uh oh...what's this? I suddenly feel...very hyper! O.O SUGAR HIGH!! AHHHH~~!!!! HELLLLLLLP!!!

*picks up a baseball bat and starts clobbering everything with it*

NUUUUU~~!!!!!

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

WOOT!

Hellooooooo everyone!! How are you guys doing?

So anyways...Iris' blog is complete (sorta)! I will try to post as much as possible but that may be a tough task because I get distracted very easily. =P

So...see you guys around! ^_^